A hierarchy of forms establishes
itself through no obvious conscious endeavor. It merely falls into place and then
calls attention to itself immediately, raising the specter of antagonism and
hashish, of the dispossessed maneuvering through the streets in packs that
resemble abstract concepts or un-sheared sheep in their tendency to get snagged
and slowed down momentarily on stray bits of iron fencing that stick out into and
obstruct the sidewalks through poor planning or the ravages of weather.
Immanuel’s entrance is always prefigured by a blast of trumpets to hear the
others who have witnessed this tell it, but I can’t report so much as a single
hair standing on end, and if I could I probably wouldn’t just because it seems
counterproductive. The sort of thing designed to aim the attention away from
that which deserves it. The wigs on the heads of the women standing at the
front of the room and lecturing. The enormous plastic balls balancing on either
end of a stick in a photograph hanging on the wall between other photographs
also depicting various everyday objects (tin cans, stuffed armadillos) brought
into unnatural alignment for no other reason than that a photograph was to be
taken. Of course, I know from the beginning that it is Immanuel who will
announce the time for departure, who will demonstrate through a certain
unearthly humming that there is no place for me on shore any more and that the
residents of this village are like the residents of any other village in that
they chain their imaginations to solid rock; they taunt their imaginations and
kick them and feed them a substance something like gruel and something like
broken glass. A concoction from which no nutrition can be extracted but which
sounds sufficient enough when it is merely theoretical, when you are not the
one unfortunate enough to have to consume it. This is always the way with
Immanuel, making his pronouncements from the shadows where he believes he is
safe from scrutiny by all but the most sympathetic of observers and
participants. Those who studied his manifesto closely when it appeared a few
years after his death, who even dropped the forty dollars a hardcover copy set
you back. The question on everyone’s lips then was similar to that which is on
virtually no one’s now – is Immanuel correct in labeling all grasping at what
the gauche refer to as “meaning” an unmistakable symptom of disease simply
because it is obviously so among those who would connect every random
occurrence and event into “signs”, into an overarching paranoid narrative with
themselves at the center as arbiter, as simple instrument of reception? Or has
he overstated the case in a cunning, yet ultimately misguided effort to make
himself seem guilty of exactly the same thing? By way of answer we have, I
suppose, the sudden change in air temperature inside the room when he makes his
appearance. The nitrogen and oxygen (and whatever other trace elements happen
to be present) entering and escaping your lungs when he does so in a frightening
yet entirely predetermined and therefore predictable rhythm.
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