The heads carved from stone
appeared at first glance the handiwork of their ancestors, totemic reminders of
human agency from the very beginning of habitation, but we were assured this was
not the case, that their cosmos was a self-governing entity or field and there was
no causation as we normally understand it, no first this and then something
else, but an entity forever unfolding within itself on the vertical axis. It took
two weeks to communicate this properly, though, and during most of that time we
made the forgivable mistake of praising the ingenuity of their forebears, the
vision that allowed them to rework misery, the iron-choked cisterns and the innumerable
broken toes, into something that changed the subject, that denied all subjects
but the one deemed most worthy of discussion by their effeminate elders and
thus, by definition, that which was to be frowned upon by the visiting
archeologists or the occasional minister washed ashore and all but insane, his hair grown unruly in the wind and the skin
on his forehead peeling with disease. Who are we, though, to count backwards,
to suggest that the numbers we have used to this point successfully no longer function
the way they were intended? That they belong to an order of existence three
furlongs further east where the residents are terrified of the sound of a
passing locomotive and they attempt to mask their fear with actual masks, with noncommittal
faces worked in alabaster and holes where the eyes go, crow’s feathers hung
(for a time anyway) from the sides with ordinary white glue. The house is like
any other in the region, but for what looks like sod on the roof and the doors here
and there leading into underground caverns. Eulalie waves her arms and the man
sees us from the kitchen window, nods in our direction as if he has had a
premonition of our approach and wishes to acknowledge that we are welcome even
though he doesn’t believe in premonitions. Somewhere, out of sight, hounds bay
with a fury that bespeaks their acquaintance with, if not evil exactly, the closest
thing to it that doesn’t pulse in the light of the moon, doesn’t throw its own light
around as if it were constructed of almost nothing but light, and so has extra
sums to do with as it pleases. Eulalie mocks the bitter wailing with a brand of
her own and I wish for about the thousandth time that I had never met Eulalie,
that our paths had wandered close enough to one another to occupy the same mountain,
say, but had veered sharply at the point of contact, had recognized the
impending catastrophe and had taken it upon themselves to avert that catastrophe
by hurrying off into the vegetation on opposite ends of the mountain where they
would simply peter out and disappear from underuse like metaphysics, or the harpsichord.
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