News
of the hurricane’s approach reached Cortez’s ears like something sprung from
the grass blades, its antennae failing to register yet again objects of
significant bulk standing in its path or its mind failing to make adequate
sense of the signals it received in time to make a difference. In time to order
a change in trajectory, say, or a full-on retreat such as one might have
witnessed when Antony attempted to meet the Parthians on their own soil. I
wonder if the dreams we have just prior to such events get in the way or if
they contain messages written on the flesh of anyone or anything who happens to
inhabit them, who swings in on a chandelier, say, and you glimpse something,
briefly, at the elbow. A pictogram in ink, smudged from usage, from the perspiration
inevitably produced when the body is put through its paces. Cortez maneuvered
her back up against the brick wall and shuffled the length of it so quickly you
might have mistaken her for a shadow or a sea creature such as those that
routinely find their purchase on solid ground and scurry about looking for
something to eat or at least something to keep them entertained. A puppet show
produced by a youth pastor with a poor grasp of the faith, the dialogue ripe
with synecdoche and questions that have answers, certainly, but those answers
take a lifetime of patient study to discern, and when you do succeed in
discerning them, you can’t help but wonder if the original questions might not
have altered themselves some in the meantime, out of necessity, even ceased to
exist as questions if by questions you mean those utterances we create by
inflecting certain syllables the wrong way. By treating them as traffic signals
or turning our backs on them the way you turn and face the other direction when
someone who has insulted you comes into view. And how ridiculous you look, your
comb sticking out of your pants pocket, your hands fluttering nervously at your
sides as if they have just ingested large quantities of a certain well-known
psychotropic substance! Cortez got it into her head somehow that the safest
place to weather the storm was aboard a frigate and so she walked aboard on the
arm of a man she had never seen before and, once she managed to give him the
slip, spent hours and days below decks re-reading the comic book she had picked
up on her way over to the wharf. Its pages were yellow and some of them were
missing and the story centered around a man who preferred the after-images that
populated his eyelids when he closed his eyes to the real thing which was entirely
too colorful and bright and the objects in it
were apt to move from one place to another before you could get a
reliable sense of what they were, of what distinguished them from all those
other objects very close to them in appearance that occupied the same general
space and that, if you weren’t careful, could put you in mind of the market
where they bartered slaughtered flesh right alongside the cucumbers and the
candles as if there were no qualitative differences between them, as if all of
it naturally ran together into, if not one, then the closest prime number to
one that wasn’t also at the same time seven.
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